Is it really that wrong?

is it really that wrong to have thoughts of wanting to die? I mean im taking meds for depression and stuff. and im not about to actually do anything harmful to myself. but what is so bad about it? I mean my life right now doesnt show a whole lot of opportunity or prosperity, and honestly if it were to happen then i wouldnt feel i would be missing anything at all. I guess what im trying to say is i dont EXACTLY want to die, but that im not afraid to nor feel like it would be really "short changing" me if it happened soon. Is that so bad? am i really as big a mental case as docs and family are making me out to be?